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1
âAre we ever taking things to the next level?â asked the boy on the balcony.
She craned her neck over the armrest to puff in his direction. âNext level?â
The vapor cleared around the boyâs smirk. âYou know what I mean.â
She blinked innocently and not dishonestly. The question had other connotations to her, but she doubted he meant it the same way.
âI like these ones, thank you,â she changed the subject, swinging herself off the couch and grabbing the new cartridges off the table.
âGoing home already?â
âI have to,â she stuffed them in her bag and stood up.
The boy rolled his eyes. âYou donât have to,â he retorted, âyouâre just stubborn. Stay with me.â
âI have things to do,â she reiterated. People to please.
âYouâre really stubborn for an adult,â he continued. âIf youâre really how old you say you are.â
âThatâs why I have things to do,â she shrugged. âSee you next week.â
âRemember you still owe me for last week,â he minded. âNo more samples âtil you pay up, K.â
âI wonât forget,â she waved and skipped out of the flat, down the stairway, and into downtown Jericho.
He knew her as K, she knew him as J, as heâd been introduced to her by their mutual acquaintance M, who she also knew as Mads, since she was her classmate at the Ponsford-Stand Academy of Secondary Education, and already top ten in their first year. Herself, on the other handâ¦
Her first conversation with Mads went like this.
âYou want to know my secret,â the taller, darker, curly-haired girl emphasized, slowly unnarrowing her eyes. âI thought you said you knew my secret. Youâre Katherine, right?â
âJust Kate,â sheâd replied after a moment.
âLet me guess, you want help with your grades,â Mads deduced.
Kate nodded meekly.
Mads leaned in close. âAlright, Iâll help you out. Iâve got these, shall we say, stash that help me focus, works wonders for takehomes and evals.â
âYouâll share?â Kate breathed.
âNo, but I know a guy who can set you up with them,â Mads told her. âMeet me at dismissal. But keep the hits moderated, or youâll get hooked, and believe me you donât want that.â
With that, Kate was introduced to J and his stash. With Madsâs guidance, she started on them as study aids, to mixed effect. Breathing in the cartridgesâ vapors and letting them seep through her bloodstream did ease tension in her muscles and cool her mind, that effect was instantaneous, but even two weeks later her academic performance still hadnât improved. By then, she should have thanked Mads and J and called it quits, but something kept her going back.
Needless to say, the hits had her hooked, only contrary to Madsâs warning, she didnât unwant it. If anything, it helped her escape the pressures of life, including that which loomed, until J posed his question. Next level sounded an awful lot general, recenterable to questions such as âWhat are you going to do with your life?â often followed with âYouâd better figure it out soon, or else.â
So far, everyday seemed to bring her closer to else.
2
âGood morning, Kate,â her sister mumbled in response. Morganâs head rested on her interlocked hands, forming a protective tent over her toast, still unbuttered.
Sheâd been like that two minutes so far since Kateâs descent to the dinette. âWhacha doin?â Kate tried again.
âShush, Iâm thinking.â
Kate slunk away obligingly. Thinking took a lot of Morganâs time lately that sheâd started her internship. Thinking also delayed a lot of basic functions, like timely breakfast and grooming. Leaving the older girl to brood, Kate dug into her cereal. Getting things done doing was better than wasting time thinking.
You need to think about after secondary.
If only you showed some ambition.
And improve your curricular stats.
She stowed the cereal bowl and headed out into uptown Jericho.
Money. Kate needed money. Her debt to J made that clear enough.
Wouldnât you like some spending money?
You should get a job.
This parkâs trashed, Kate noted after the vapor cleared. She rocked the cartridge irritably, not hearing anything left to slush around or puff, and left it into the bushes, or so she intended.
âYouâll pick that up, girlie,â a male voice ordered.
If sheâd seen the janitor sneak up on her, sheâd have tossed it somewhere else, but now she hadnât a choice. âYes sir,â she said, retrieving the empty cartridge.
The janitor tilted his head. âAll of it.â
Kate looked back. âThatâs not mine-â
âClean it up or Iâll call your parents,â the janitor warned, âor the authorities, if you prefer.â
Grudgingly, Kate picked up the loose printed scrap that he had to be complaining about.
âKids these days,â the janitor shook his head. âYour life is far too important to waste on this rubbish. Probably more than you know, at your current stage of development.â
Quickly surveying that there was nothing else he could want her to retrieve, Kate scurried away, leaving him to talk to himself.
At a trash bin, she unfolded the scrap and in the absence of anything better to do, read it before tossing it.
A moment later, she pulled it back out.
3
âThis is you?â
The male recruiter flipped the identity card back at Kate.
âThatâs me,â she lied.
He took off his sunglasses to inspect the card, complete with Morganâs picture and details, closer. âItâs a legit card,â he admitted, âitâs just you⦠look a lot younger in person, for a seventeen year old.â
His blonde companion sidled over as he said that and plucked the card from his hands. âGive her a break, Wisecracker,â the girl said over her own sunglasses. âWe need all the help we can get right now.â
âThink Strongheartâs gonna put a sword, no less a gun in this kidâs hands?â he protested back. âAnd itâs Firecracker, not whatever you keep calling me instead.â
The girl checked her wristwatch before handing the card back to Firecracker. âLook, sheâll be eighteen in a month, so she gets a gun soon enough. If she wants to join us, let her in.â She slid her shades down her nose to give Kate a pointed grin. âYou still on?â
Not seeing a point in turning back, Kate nodded.
âCome on, then.â The girl grabbed her hand and took her past Firecrackerâs desk to the short hallway extending beyond. âYou should get a callsign, we can make you a new passport based on that.â
They rounded a corner into a room with a ring light and camera setup facing a simple chair, which the girl seated Kate in before manning the viewfinder.
âFace up a little,â the girl instructed, before the light flashed. âGood. Thatâll develop while you get your callsign in the next room. Letâs go.â
Against this girlâs enthusiasm, there was definitely no going back, so Kate followed her.
âYou can really name yourself anything,â her guide went on. âThereâs the three-part structure, too, if you want to follow convention. I think itâs boring, though.â
âWhat did you choose?â Kate worked up the courage to ask.
The girl looked momentarily surprised as she held the next door open, but quickly transformed it into a photogenic beam. âAha, sorry for not introducing myself yet. I chose Stardust. Thatâs my Nexus Force callsign, but itâs more than that now, itâs my name.â
âI like it,â Kate said.
âYou better, I canât change it for another six months,â Stardust exclaimed, ânot that I would. Too much paperwork, and besides, I like the name too. Now come on.â
Inside this room was a stack of thin, square plates of some lightweight material, which Kate learned after Stardust handed her the top one. In her hands, its gray opaque surface suddenly illuminated to display an orange box with three cycling columns of words contained within.
At Kateâs hesitation, Stardust tapped a button and a randomized permutation appeared. âYou can try this a few times,â she suggested, moving to tap it again.
âWait!â Kate clutched the plaque. âThis is fine.â
âNot gonna do a custom one?â Stardust looked dejected enough to give Kate a start, before figuring she was teasing. Or was she? It didnât really matter, Kate wasnât in the mood for creative thinking. She shook her head and tapped the confirmation button, before handing the plaque back for Stardustâs inspection.
The girl pursed her lips before signing off on the form. âKeen Carefree Brouhaha it is, then. In lieu of a custom name request, this name will appear on your official passport, terms and conditions apply, blabity blabla. Welcome to the Nexus Force.â
4
âOur first stop is Avant Gardens, around three thousand lightyears from here,â Stardust described, âbut we can get there in seconds.â
scrambled to catch up with the girl as she unlocked the gate at the end of the hall. âIn seconds?â she repeated.
âYeah, using the Mythran tech that the industry here helped us develop,â Stardust looked at her funny. âIâm surprised you didnât already know that, Keen.â
Kate shook her head.
âNo matter, the Jumpgate is right past here,â Stardust led her through. An elevator emptied them into a spacious hanger. In one of its bays, a small starship had been dismantled, with a few critical parts remaining, such as its power drive and relevant control systems.
âValeantâs been repurposed,â Stardust explained, following a bundle of shielded cords to a pedestaled structure, a circular ring of three meters height and around nine meters circumference. âHer core now powers this.â
âSome sort of teleporter?â Kate deduced.
âExactly.â Stardust reached a hand back. âNow come with me.â
Kate took it, and as Stardust stepped them onto the platform, the structure of the ring began to glow. The space within itself began to desaturate and distort, filling as if with static, before fading into the outdoors, a naturally green, hilly, and mountainously rocky zone with rays of sunlight painting the sky.
âThere be Avant Gardens,â Stardust breathed. âYou ready?â Then she stepped through, taking Kate with her, and the moment she passed through the threshold her entire surroundings transformed.
Instead of the meadowy greenery, an interior space materialized around them, compact, plain, and clearly lived in.
âThese donât look like gardens,â Kate expressed as Stardust pulled out the sole chair at a corner table, before waving her hand over a wall sensor so a few simple lights turned on, illuminating that they were in an apartment.
âWe are on Avant Gardens,â Stardust said, offering the chair for Kate to sit. She shook her head as the older girl went on. âI know what youâre trying to do, because Iâve been there too, so I helped you do it. Escape. Youâre halfway across the galactic core, in the Nexus Force, in the middle of a civil war.â
Stardust sighed and crossed the dinette to open the curtains, letting some of the natural light enter the space. âYouâre safe here, in my flat. Come look.â
Kate stepped beside her and looked out. As previewed, the sunlit plains and hills of the garden world lay beyond, stretching vastly under a deep blue sky into an indiscernible horizon mixed with mountaintops and fog, under sparkling morning stars.
âI got the nice side of the complex,â Stardust said, taking Kateâs hand and leading her to the door. After looking both ways down the corridor, she took Kate down one direction. At the landing, this sideâs windows showed the other side of the story.
A grungy street ran below, narrowly little more than a line spanning their vantage point from that of an opposing apartment complex, its plain gray siding in due need of a power wash. Smoke wafted upwards, steady streams from firepits and sporadic puffs from substance users, spread apart from each other and unmingling.
âItâs a neglected world,â Stardust said softly. âThe Maelstrom situation is still confined to the lab zone, and thereâs little to no civil unrest, none relative to the other worlds, so the Force directs its efforts there. But weâre not making progress like this. Weâre spread too thin. We canât win two wars without help.â
âI want to help,â Kate said.
âDo you really?â Stardust sighed. âDo you even know whatâs going on here, and whatâs going on at Jirdia?â
Not wanting to look ignorant, Kate resigned to herself a moment to form a response. When she did, she stared Stardust in the eye. âThose are different things to me,â she asserted. âI want nothing to do with Jirdia, its industries, its wealth and power. My familyâs wealth and power. Iâm done with the safe and secure upbringing, cause it leads to what? Sitting in an office, making decisions for other people, not caring what effect it has on them? Thatâs not for me. I canât reinvent it from the inside out, I need to break out of it if I want to help.â
She turned back to the window and the scene below. There were vendors, as well. Weaponsmiths, armorers, healers. Front line workers, and idling around them were the soldiers, fighters for the Nexus Force, the people making the difference. Kate knew this was where she belonged.
Stardustâs hand rested on Kateâs shoulder. âYouâre not the dumb rich kid I thought you were,â she said quietly.
âI try not to be,â Kate responded.
She felt Stardustâs approval. âI honestly had ideas of my own, for, you know, reinventing things from the inside out, as far as Jirdiaâs involvement and your potential influencing were concerned. But Iâm an outsider while youâve lived it, so I defer to you. And like I said before, I knew you were trying to escape, because Iâve been there too. But maybe youâre the more genuine of us.â
She turned them both around back to her apartment. âIâll take you to meet Commander Strongheart in the morning.â
âMorning?â Kate echoed.
âWe still operate on a twenty-four hour clock,â Stardust said, âeven in worlds under permanent daylight like this one. Itâs eleven at night and the Commanderâs guaranteed to be sleeping, as we should be. Your choice between air mattress and couch.â
âCouch,â Kate accepted. âOne question, though.â
âShoot.â
âGot any vapor kits?â
5
The voices stopped and the apartment door shut. âGo back to sleep, Keen,â Stardust said, turning the lights back off. âItâs nothing.â
From the couch, Kate stared groggily at where the older girl had been illuminated. The curtains had been shut and sun shades activated, coating the flat in a still darkness. âWhat was he saying?â
Stardust seemed paused. âYou donât still have to stay, you know,â she said finally. Not just from the tiredness of the hour, she seemed uncharacteristically rattled. âThe Jumpgate was one way, but thereâs flights back to Jirdia from Nimbus Station.â
Kate was too taken aback to interrupt.
âYouâre obviously still a kid,â Stardust went on, âand this war out here is not⦠neither of them are good for people like you. I shouldnât have let you come.â
Kate swung off the couch. âI can go my own way, then, if youâre kicking me out.â
âIâm not,â Stardust started, but Kate was already to the door and undoing the deadbolt. She slipped out faster than the tired girl could chase.
Under perpetual daylight, Kate stepped into the bright field surveyed before and rounded the complex to the street. Pedestrians remained in transit and street shops open, despite the âlateâ hour.
âWhatâve you got?â she asked the first vendor who was at present.
âAll the necessities youâll ever need out here,â the fellow replied. âBasic weapons, armor, the stuff to polish them, and rations.â
From under the stall, he produced a short black spear for Kateâs inspection.
âA hundred coins,â he announced.
Kate frowned, not immediately wanting to reveal her lack of funds⦠was that a card in her pocket? She withdrew Morganâs identity card, which doubled as a credit card.
âSorry kid,â the vendor sighed. âI canât take credit. Come back when youâre a little richer.â
Pouting, Kate turned away and almost bumped into a helmeted fellow of indeterminate features behind her. âSorry,â she mouthed and sidestepped out of the way, but instead the person followed her.
She spun around and they stopped. âLooking for something?â she called, before darting behind the stalls and bolting. She was lightfooted and rapidly covered distance before returning to the street. Taking a quick peak behind, the strange person was no longer in sight.
âStrange dude that was,â said a ginger girl manning the nearest stall.
âYou saw that?â Kate yelped a little louder and higher pitched than desired. She stamped a few times to regain her nerves.
âYea I saw,â the girl replied obviously. âI also saw you boutâa get scammed by Hans up there, his lootâs worth no more than what the rest of us sell it for.â She hovered the back of her hand over her own array of items. âSame gear, a fraction of the price. A fair price.â
âWhere do you get this stuff?â Kate asked.
The girl popped a bubble. âThe battlefield. Itâs not even two miles that way. If you ainât buying anything, Iâll show you.â
âNo money,â Kate admitted.
The girl pulled an industrial curtain down over the stall and locked out. âCome on then. Team for some kills and Iâll share the proceeds. What do they call you?â
âKeen,â Kate responded.
âIâm Shrill,â the girl replied. âLetâs leave it at that.â
6
âNew here, huh?â Shrill asked. âI can tell.â
âJust joined,â Kate explained.
âSame,â Shrill groaned. âWanna know why Iâm selling trash here? I need enough coins to get off this stupid rock. The guy Iâm looking for isnât here.â
After a few silent moments traveling on the roadside, Shrill retorted, âYouâre supposed to say, âthatâs interesting,â or âwhoâs the guy?ââ
âOh,â Kate apologized.
âYouâre a shy one,â Shrill said. âActually, thatâs perfect, since you can keep listening. So the guyâs my deadbeat uncle, who just up and left last month, leaving everything very irresponsibly behind. Apparently he joined the Nexus Force, which is why Iâm here to drag his butt back to where it belongs, Elistra⦠if I can get off this rock myself, of course.â
The road entered a steep downturn before it abruptly ended. The downturn was the result of a bridge collapse, as the road had transitioned into a bridge that had since fallen into the multilevel valley below.
âHere we are,â Shrill waved grandly at the overlooked valley before backtracking a few paces to an obscure metal stairwell that clanked and weaved disturbingly as they descended.
âThe battlefield?â Kate guessed.
âOne of them,â Shrill partially acknowledged. âThis oneâs on the eastside of the mine, and a little more obscure. Thereâs rarely any ventures out here, or Ventures, for that matter. Haha, I made a punny. Thatâs right, youâre shy. Itâs a good grinding spot since that mineshaft over there,â she pointed out a hole low in the opposing cliff face about a mile off, âgoes directly to the mine. Which is a Maelstrom mine, bee tee double you, eff why eye, whatever.â
Kate blinked in confusion.
âYou can speak up if youâre confused by anything Iâm saying,â Shrill suggested offhandedly.
âGrinding?â Kate echoed.
âCollecting loot,â Shrill defined. âStromlings are based on people, so sometimes they form with useful belongings. And since these guys are literally out of a mine, they sometimes carry precious metals too. Kill them and theyâre all yours.â
Kate decided now was as good a time as any to reveal that she didnât know the slightest about fighting. âI canât fight,â she said.
âExcuse me, but double you tee eff are you doing in the Nexus Force if you canât fight?â Shrill whirled.
âI donât know how,â Kate amended.
Shrill sighed and reached behind her back, returning with a gun as if it had materialized out of thin air. âYou know how to shoot stuff?â
Kate nodded.
âIâll point you some targets,â Shrill said, leading them to an old tree with a large bell hanging off it, âand you shoot them.â Then she rang the bell.
Coincidental to the gongâs reverberation around the valley, the wind seemed to pick up and the skies seemed to darken both shiveringly so. A few tall grass patches began to rustle, and small rocks clattered down the cliff.
âThere,â Shrill pointed to the left and Kateâs eyes darted to follow. Staggering down one of the valleyâs slopes, a couple fieldsâ lengths away but closing, was a person. No, a Stromling. The purple smoke misting from the exposed bones on its left side, if not the exposed bones themselves, basically gave it away. And of course the glowing red eyes, too.
âYo Keen,â Shrill said, âshoot him. Or her. No, definitely a him.â She sideglanced Kate. âWhat, do you not know how to shoot stuff?â
âIâm trying,â Kate grit her teeth. Sheâd aimed and pulled the weaponâs trigger a fifth time now to no effect.
âFor fuckâs sake,â Shrill grabbed the gun and dropped the Stromling before it could get any closer. âWhat, did nobody unlock your imagination?â
âAre you calling me dumb?â Kate demanded.
âGirl, chill,â Shrill exclaimed. âItâs- you know what, nah, fuck it. You stay close while I make the kills.â
âNo,â Kate aimed back towards the stairwell.
âOr you can leave,â Shrill said nonchalantly, or at least pretendingly so, more likely the latter as she ran up to follow. âGreat, now I gotta escort your ass back to civilization so you donât get dragged off and infected or something. Serious question,â she popped.
Kate rolled her eyes while glaring back at the ginger girl.
âDo you even know what youâre doing out here?â Shrill asked. âCuz you seem totally braindead.â
âI donât need you,â Kate scoffed.
âAu contraire,â Shrill shrugged.
âYou can do without insulting me,â Kate scolded.
âIt gets you to talk,â Shrill defended.
âI donât care,â Kate kicked the ground, before a wave of compressed air knocked them both forward a couple of feet off theirs, followed by an ear and earth shattering explosion.
Rocks and debris clattered to the shaking ground around them then they looked back to see orange and purple flames billowing out of what had been the cliff that had contained the mineshaft, now massively hollowed out like a volcanic corona. Even through the smoke, channels of a glistening black goo oozed out of the destroyed mountain. Even at a distance, arms and heads could be discerned surfacing, forming from the liquid.
âThey did it,â Shrill gaped. âThey actually fucking did it.â
âWho did what?â Kate repeated.
âIt was just a rumor,â Shrill sounded despondent. âThis ruins everything. Fuuuuu-â
She yelped as Kate slapped her. âThe fuck are you talking about?!â Kate yelled.
Scowling, Shrill got to her feet, then grabbed Kateâs hand and with surprising pull ran her along their previous trajectory, back to the stairs, and escape. âThe stupid rogues,â Shrill huffed, âjust actually bombed, the maelstrom mine.â
âOkay,â Kate said, not really knowing or understanding any of the explicit or implicit meanings of that statement.
âNot okay!â Shrill shouted. âItâs like, how do I say this, knocking down a beehive. Know what happens when you do that? You get bees. But instead of bees coming out of the black honey back there, we get Stromlings- oh, of course.â
A platoon of Stromlings stood blocking the stairwell. They began to charge.
7
Shrillâs slender torso was unexpectedly bulked by a suit of armor that Kate swore she wasnât wearing before. âTake this,â she handed a shield to Kate, which nearly pulled her to the ground as soon as she assumed its weight.
A bluish tint then fell over Kateâs vision, from a sparkling bubble centered on the shield in her hands.
âStick close, since Iâm powering that,â Shrill grunted, before a large sword appeared in her own hand, which she fluidly and expertly sliced through the charging Stromlings. âIf I seem distracted, itâs cuz Iâm reading something.â
Kate nodded silently, trying not to feel insane by the lack of any visible reading material in front of Shrill, whose alleged multitasking while discharging the Stromlings did the inverse of instilling confidence in her abilities. She looked away instead, into a swath of more Stromlings.
âShrill!â she alerted.
The other girl glanced back. âAlmost done with these ones,â she reported. âAlright, thatâs it, up the stairs!â
They scrambled for them, Kate first with Shrill behind, swinging her sword at the following Stromlings, cutting off arms and severing necks. A rushing Stromling made it past the crumpled bodies only to be kicked back down, scattering the others below it.
Something shrieked below them and both girls screamed as the stairs began to shake, its center of mass distorted by the large multilegged creature climbing up the side. It was almost level with them when Kate heaved the shield at the monster. On contact with the energy projection, its legs convulsed and the creature squealed while falling to the ground.
âNice move there,â Shrill complimented, yet the stairs continued to shake.
âThereâs more,â Kate breathed.
âJust keep moving,â Shrill urged.
They were nearly there when the staircase tipped without warning, teetering down and throwing both girls into the horde below. Pointed legs with sharp claws fell around Kate, who held up the shield, but they grabbed it tighter and yanked, exposing the bloated head of the creature, a disgusting mass of orange pus filled eyes and several clicking fangs, dripping to the tips with gleaming black venom, the beads reflecting Kateâs terror back at her, before they descended.
8
âIâm with you,â Stardustâs voice was soothing.
When Kateâs eyes opened, the lights in the room sparked, catching Stardustâs attention while Kateâs mind went back to- nothing. Nothing. Just a white flash. Then there was something. A landing craft. Soldiers disembarking, surveying, rescuing, Stardust among them.
Stardustâs gaze returned to Kate who was trying to push out of the gantry. âTake it easy Keen, itâs time to rest up,â the older girl encouraged.
âItâs Kate,â Kate sighed, and the lights surged again as she did so.
âYour name is Kate,â Stardust repeated. âSo thatâs who you are. Do you still feel tired?â
Kate didnât know what she felt. Electrified, maybe. âBroken,â she expressed.
âItâs normal to feel wonky just after having your imagination unlocked,â Stardust informed. âYou apparently had a forced unlocking, corroborated by Shrill Failed Brickâs testimony, from back in the valley.â Stardust shook her head. âI should never have let you go.â
âI wonât go back,â Kate stated.
âTo the valley? I donât blame you,â Stardust agreed.
âBack home,â Kate clarified with resolution and the lights surged as she spoke, catching both their attentions.
âI donât know why theyâre doing that,â Stardust said suspiciously. âThey werenât before.â
As they watched the lights closely for a few paces, Kate grew keenly aware of a periodic pulsation to their output, seemingly concurrent to the beating of her heart⦠in time, the strange behavior stopped altogether.
Stardust flipped her head. âI suppose thatâs all you had left to do,â she returned to the previous subject. âYouâve got your callsign, be it what it may; your Imaginationâs unlocked; youâre here on the front lines; evidently you know how to fight.â
Kateâs brow furrowed as she, for once, thought back. It was hard enough to remember the white flash, as for what happened before⦠she couldnât. But after it, during the rescue, sheâd seen their surroundings, the valley full of fallen Stromlings⦠sheâd done that?
âWhere is this?â Kate asked of their surroundings.
âA ship,â Stardust said. âWeâre fasttracking you to Nimbus Station on Strongheartâs orders. Someone with your ability doesnât need his training. The Factions need your ability, now more than ever, with the civil war and all.â
It may have been her imagination that the lights blipped again as Kateâs excitement picked up. Because she wasnât braindead, joining the Nexus Force and all. It wasnât a mindless decision, as her newfound introspection began to put together. She was useful here, if recent events were evidence, and the people here believed in her.
Maybe she could believe in herself too.